Hello,
So I started this blog back in 2010. And here is my first post in 2012. I know lucky you. I wish I could just transpose my thoughts on here because I have a lot that I can say. Although I wonder if any one really cares. Oh well. I am writing this post to see if it will give me the outlet that I am looking for. Right now I have my oldest child in the back ground saying "Ewe-ewe that is poop" I feel that I never get a break. Not even for a moment. When I was a child I can remember my mother saying, "I am in the bathroom, leave me alone." I remember her stressed out and always tired. Probably because having 6 children and working full time wears one done. Now I am not saying that she didn't love having kids. Or I for that matter. But what I am saying is that in every job someone does no matter what it is. There is bound to be something that you don't like. I have 2 jobs and a lot of roles. Sometimes I feel as things get way over looked. Maybe that it is I am a female and over analyzes it. Who knows. So my first job is a wife, and a mother. Second I am an apartment community manager for an Apartment Complex in Beaverton. (I will have to tell you stories later about life as a manager, I have seen some wired things doing this).
I am very scattered brained so my thoughts are always garbled up. Sorry about that. I think about alot of stuff.
Anyway. My mother always was on the move. Until I had children of my own and they became demanding. I don't think I fully understood what I put my mother through. She survived and so can I too.
My biggest pet peeve right now, Leah saying no. Or I don't think so. She is 3 1/2 with an attitude. Oh my. I don't think I was ever that sassy when I was little. I guess that is what I get for being mouthy when I am an adult.
This sure helped me but I probably left my readers a bit confused. Sorry I will try to have clearer thoughts next time I write. Bye bye for now.
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